Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Loss…

As some of you may know, I live in Alabama…the beautiful mountainous gorgeous State of Alabama….last Wednesday was the most horrific day this state has ever seen as multiple F4 and F5 tornados ripped across our state…changing the landscape forever….changing our lives forever…

My family was very blessed….the terrible storms were all around us, but we had no damage, no tornados…we didn’t even lose power…so very blessed….many many others were not so fortunate..

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Beginning last week, the weather forecasters had been warning us that this weather was coming…to be prepared…to have a plan in place….one forecaster said there was a 110% chance of severe tornados across the State of Alabama on Wednesday…but you know, we have heard about storms and tornados before and that kind of thing always happens somewhere else…to someone else….

Not this time….

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I was so anxious over the weather….storms and warnings have always made me nervous, but this time was different….the air felt dangerous…it was hot…humid….I said prayers all day long while I was at work….I was just so antsy….the wonderful girls that I work with and I discussed it at lunch…in fact Tina had had some storms pass through her area Wednesday morning and she had no power….she came to the office with wet hair and her hair dryer in her hand….

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We closed our offices early Wednesday and as we were leaving we were all telling each other to “Be Safe”, take cover….be careful….I went home and cooked supper and was just tense….Cameron was at a friend’s house and they didn’t have a basement so I called him and told him to come home….we don’t have a basement either….I was watching the weather on the news and saw the massive monster ripping across Tuscaloosa and then Birmingham which is about 40 miles from me….

That was it….I told my family, “We are OUT of here”…we took our cats and went to some friends who live close to us, only a few houses away, and we got in their basement….and we watched….it was scary…I was hearing the towns Argo, Springville, Hokes Bluff, Ohatchee, Glencoe, Gadsden….take cover!  So terrifying….and we prayed….

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After the threat had passed we went back home and I started calling and checking on all of my loved ones….my sweet precious friend Sharon, whom you have heard me talk about on my blog many times….my partner in shopping crime, was the first one I called….she lives in Ohatchee and I heard a tornado  had “touched down” there….she did not answer her cell, but she did answer her land line and I was SO happy to hear her voice….they were fine…no damage….power out….thank God…I had talked to Janice when I was in Peggi’s basement, so I knew she was fine…Cameron had talked to Malory, she was fine…Debbie was good….but I couldn’t get in touch with Tina….I assumed the power was out, cell phones down, because Tina only lives about a mile from Sharon…..so she must be okay…

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When I got to work the next morning, Debbie said she still had not been able to reach Tina.  We called Tina’s boss and asked her if she had heard from Tina…she said no….Gina sent her husband to Tina’s house to check on them…..the picture above is where Tina’s house used to be….She and her husband were both killed in the tornado….they were huddled in their bathroom with their two dogs when the house took a direct hit….there was nothing left but a concrete slab….we are devastated….

This is Tina and Mike and their son Blake, who was deployed to Afghanistan….he had been gone 9 months and was due home Mother’s Day weekend….I can’t tell you how excited Tina and Mike were!  They were all going to North Carolina to be there when he got off the plane…..he came home a week early because he had lost both of his parents…I cannot even begin to imagine what he is going through….They also had a daughter Jessica, a son-in-law, James and a precious 5 year old granddaughter, Ariel, who was the apple of their eye….Tina was only 49 years old…

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This was a beautiful Godly couple…Mike’s last post to his family as they huddled in their bathtub was…”Angels will protect us or, Angel’s will usher us home”…Heaven is a much brighter place….Tina was beautiful and funny and fun and always laughing….we will miss her so very much….

I will see her again….of that I am sure….but please remember those that are left behind to mourn their loss and to deal with the terrible void that has been left in their lives…..

One of their dogs, “Cuz” who belonged to Blake, survived the storm and has been reunited with the family…

All of the photos above were taken in the county I live in….about 12 miles from my house…my neighborhood….there but by the Grace of God, go I…

Tell those you love….that you love them….often….

Friday, April 15, 2011

Bittersweet…..

I have dreaded this particular time in my life for 18 years…..Graduation…..

Cameron will graduate from high school on Mary 27th….and my heart is just so heavy….this year has been a year of “lasts”….

I am so happy for him as he looks to his future, but….yesterday…..

yesterday was his very last baseball game…..EVER…..

When I watched #21 jog out on the field for the last time…I thought my heart was breaking….

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I tried so hard to hold it together during the game….I cheered real loud….

yelled at the umpires….

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And I fought that lump in my throat like a tiger…..

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I tried to tell myself that nothing was changing….that everything would be the same….

But….I know better….

After the game as the other mothers, my girlfriends and soul-mates, that have been together cheering for our boys since they were 5 years old….stood up and looked at each other…and just lost it!

What will we do now?

We tried to pull it together once again before the guys came out of the fieldhouse so we wouldn’t look like total hot messes….

When Cameron walked out….he was crying….and then it was just over for me…he ran to me and hugged me and we both just sobbed….I mean, I have kissed boo boos and held hands and wiped noses and tears, and listened to hopes and dreams and funny stories, and fussed and prayed and said be careful and I love you a trillion times…

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Cameron and Dakota….buds since they were 3 years old…played ball together since they were 5….

Their faces say it all…..

so many memories, so many laughs….

Since Cameron was a little boy he always cries….if I cry….still does….

He has such a tender heart….and he is very sensitive…everybody doesn’t know that….

But I do….

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So as he goes forward…..into this big ole’ world that I have tried my best to prepare him for, for 18 years, while at the same time protecting him from it…..I will watch and pray….and hang on to his leg with everything I have….cos’ that’s just how I roll…

I love you my Sweet Cammie Pie….to the moon and back….a million trillion times…I am so proud of you….

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and…I will always be here….

 

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Prom Weekend

We had not one but TWO Proms last weekend….Malory’s Prom was Friday night…Cameron’s Saturday night…

Cameron and Malory have been together about 4 years….I know they are mine…but my heart just swells every time I see them together….such a beautiful couple…

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Elizabeth and Malory….they are first cousins and Elizabeth is my best friend’s daughter….we are all family…I was there when BOTH of these girls were born and never in a million years would I have predicted that Cameron and Malory would meet one summer at the beach….Cameron was 14 and Malory was 13….I KNOW!  These girls are beautiful on the inside as well as the outside….

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Evan, Elizabeth, Malory, Cam….

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Buds since they were 5 years old….yeah I cried about three different times Saturday night….

James, Jace, Cameron, Dakota….

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This is really how they like to roll!

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I heart her….

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Next up….Senior Week in Panama City Beach, Florida…..

Of course I am going too, what do you think I am….NUTS?

 

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Sneak Peek…

I have been crazy busy working on my bedroom…I said I was just going to do a few things and Springify it a bit, but we all know that one thing leads to another to another to another…..the one thing that is finished is the bed skirt…


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Love the fabric….

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If you have read my blog at all, you probably know that I “think” I can do anything…..even sew….HA!

Alas, I CANNOT!  I get so frustrated it isn’t even funny….this bedskirt, which is stapled on a board which I slide between the mattress and box springs took me….I’m not even going to tell you how long it took me…..

okay, I will….

SEVEN HOURS!  SHUT.UP!!!

I am an idiot in the sewing world!  I admit it!  The simplest things take me the longest time to figure out…I swear, Steve get’s so upset when I work myself up into such a tizzy!  By the time it was done, I had thrown the staple gun, a million staples littered the den…(because they wouldn’t go in the board) and I gently “tossed” a hammer…..JUST BE’IN REAL!

But I did accomplish the said task at hand….

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Sewing machines…….hate me…

A lil peak at what else is going on in there….

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How did that get in there??  My cutie patootie Cammie Pie :)

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Pitching….they won….YAY!!

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This weekend is Prom weekend and Cameron and his girlfriend Malory, go to different high schools and as luck would have it BOTH of their proms are this weekend….one is Friday night…the other Saturday night…busy weekend ahead…..

Stay tuned….I am going to attempt to sew again this weekend at some point…..

Lord help me….and Steve!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Her Majesty….

I am making some changes in my bedroom and had taken my BIG boa wreath that Seth got me for Christmas off the wall and laid it on my bed….when I came back, this is what I found…

Chloe taking a little nap…

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She was really OUT!

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May I help you?

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Cats…..gotta love’em!

I wanted to lighten up the bedroom somewhat, a little more Springy….I am trying to get everything pulled together and finished which is difficult when you have to work!  I hate that!  And I am the WORLD’S WORST for doing “the look for less”….sometimes that is just a pain in the rear!!!  But I am trying to persevere!  ONWARD!

Hopefully, I can get it all pulled together and get some photos posted….

Hope you are all having a great week!

Lou Cinda

 

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Spring? Where did you go?

We have been having Glorious weather and wonderful temps in the 70’s for the last couple of weeks!  We thought that Spring had surely arrived….I even bought a couple of ferns for my front porch…..

and then…

…Spring went away!  We are back in the 40’s and it is raining and yucky!

However, I did do a little Spring prep around the house because I am SO READY!!!

This is the table in the foyer/dining room….

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Kitchen island…

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Hope you are having more “Spring” than we are right now!

Thank you for stopping by :)

Lou Cinda

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Fluffed up…and Springified….

I managed to get the dining room table “dressed” in between work and baseball games and all of that stuff that keeps me in a twist most of the time….

I had bought the fabric to make a runner, however, I found this one at TJ Maxx for 9.99, loved it, bought it….actually I got two….one for the table and one for the buffet…

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I did have to alter it as it was waaaaay to long for my table….and I added the

trim …

love me some beady fringe….

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I  also found the rabbit at TJ…..

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This buffet is the next thing that will be replaced in here….I am on the hunt…

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Thank you for stopping by…..have a great week!

I am linking up today with Linda at Coastal Charm for Nifty Thrifty Tuesdays…..please stop by the party!

Lou Cinda